Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Psalms 3: The Lifter of My Head

Lord, how are they increased that trouble me! many are they that rise up against me.  
Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah.  
But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.   I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah.   I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.  
I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people, that have set themselves against me round about.  
Arise, O LORD; save me, O my God: for thou hast smitten all mine enemies upon the cheek bone; thou hast broken the teeth of the ungodly.  
Salvation belongeth unto the LORD: thy blessing is upon thy people. Selah. - Ps 3:1-8 NIV

This may well be the cry of God's people today.  I know it is my cry many times.  'Many are they that rise up against me!'  It's not just those who openly oppose the gospel and all it stands for.  Many of us could fight that off if that were the only case.  But, it's the internal warring that gets me down.  It's all of the ways that I have compromised.  It's all of the ways I have been trapped in idolizing what the world idolizes: my independence, my security, my prosperity.

I am so afraid sometimes, that I am being overcome by the world, of succumbing to its lure, of being caught in the lies until there is no way back to the Father.  But, David says, we are not to have those fears.  That God hears us, that he sustains us, that he smites our enemies, that he saves. He is not just interested in saving us, but he plants our feet on solid ground, he says to us, you don't need to fear that your actions are inadequate.  He reaches out and lifts our downcast face up.  He tells us we are his children.  We have nothing to fear and nothing to be ashamed of.  It's not my pride, but his glory that is the lifter of my head.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Job 20-31: The Words of Job Are Ended

(“Oh, that I had someone to hear me! I sign now my defense—let the Almighty answer me; let my accuser put his indictment in writing.
Surely I would wear it on my shoulder, I would put it on like a crown.
I would give him an account of my every step; like a prince I would approach him.)—
“if my land cries out against me and all its furrows are wet with tears,
if I have devoured its yield without payment or broken the spirit of its tenants,
then let briers come up instead of wheat and weeds instead of barley.” The words of Job are ended. -Job 31:35-40 NIV

Sooner or later, we all tire of defending ourselves, of defending our position, our righteousness.

You see, we have none.  We have no defense and just like Job, we have no accuser except for our own heart.  We may all cry out, 'it is not my fault', and it is only a partial truth.  It is not solely our fault that these calamities come upon us, it goes back to Eve in the garden.  That is the point at which we lost our relationship with God.  But, God did not abandon Adam and Eve.  He did not abandon Job and he has not abandoned us.  Like Job, we still bear some responsibility.  All we like sheep have gone astray.  Even Job.

God did not say that Job was perfect, only that he was blameless and upright.
Then the LORD said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.” (Job 1:8 NIV).

Eventually we all come to the end, even those who are upright: the end of ourselves and our words.  We have no more defense, nothing more to prove.  The words are ended.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Job 1-19: I Will See Him

I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand upon the earth.
And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God;
I myself will see him with my own eyes—I, and not another. How my heart yearns within me! -Job 19:25-27

Poor Job.  Not only has he lost his family and his health, but his so-called friends are no help or comfort to him as well.  In spite of all of his protests, they assert that Job must have done something wrong and is now suffering the consequences that he deserves.  Job, meanwhile is convinced that he is blameless and if he could only reason it out with God, everything would be all right.

We may not have such unreliable friends, but how many times is our response the same.  Woe is me!  Why is God not hearing me?  What have I done wrong.  In the end, the only consolation is as Job expressed it.  I know that my Redeemer lives and one day I shall see him face to face.  What marvelous words!  I will see Him face to face.  I will see Him and all the confusion, problems and suffering of this finite world will no longer matter.  I will see  Him!

On a side note...I have not abandoned my daily bible reading, but I find that a lot of my devotions are taking on a more personal note or are not necessarily applicable to the scripture I am reading on any given day.  I'm not sure I want to share all of them, so my postings may be more erratic than I intended initially when I started this year.

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Esther: A Prayer Covering

Go, gather together all the Jews who are in Susa, and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my maids will fast as you do. When this is done, I will go to the king, even though it is against the law. And if I perish, I perish.” -Esther 4:16 NIV

Much has been written about Esther's words "If I perish, I perish", but little mention is made of her request prior to those words.  Esther knew that going into the king was not something to be taken lightly.  She knew that she was powerless against the whims of the king, that if he was not pleased with her appearance, she could be facing death.  She knew that there was only one thing that would keep her safe and it was not her beauty or pleasing personality.  The only thing that would keep her safe was God's covering, being surrounded by the presence of God.  She knew that if she was surrounded by his angels, she could face anything, even death.  It was the prayers and fasting of all of the Jews that changed the outcome.  It was their devotion that caused the king to wake during the middle of the night and discover that Mordecai had never been rewarded for saving the king's life.  It was their prayers and supplication that caused the king to lift his scepter to Esther.  It was their covering that changed the outcome of extinction that they were facing.  The covering of prayer saved a nation.

Monday, June 1, 2015

Nehemiah 8-13: Return

For many years you were patient with them. By your Spirit you admonished them through your prophets. Yet they paid no attention, so you handed them over to the neighboring peoples. But in your great mercy you did not put an end to them or abandon them, for you are a gracious and merciful God. -Neh. 9:30-31 NIV

Living in this day and age, we know what it is like to be handed over to the neighboring people's.  Our society has become u recognizable.  We have adopted all of the gods of the neighboring tribes.  Our sons and daughters have abandoned the truth and even those of faith have become cold.

Yet we have hope.  God is still the God of great mercy.  He has not abandoned us.  He is waiting for us to return, to turn our hearts toward him.  His heart cries out to us.  He cries our to us as a father waiting for his lost child to return.  Return, that is all he asks of us, return.