It's impossible for me to read the Parable of the Sower without using it as a measuring stick for my own life and in doing so, I often come up short. I understood the message of the kingdom and that message cannot be snatched away. The message took root and has stood with me throughout my life. The blessing however, the blessing that comes to those who understand and receive the message of the kingdom of God, that blessing has overwhelmed me. When I contrast my life with that before I was truly committed to the Lord, I cannot measure the richness with which God has blessed me, but I have to confess at the same time, that I, like the parable, often let the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth, choke me. It chokes that seed that was planted with such promise. Prosperity, the prosperity that came only from God, causes me to sometimes think I have done it all on my own. It causes me to sometimes think that I have to protect that prosperity rather than protecting my heart. It causes me to be wrapped up in worries of preservation of the status quo rather than pushing through that status quo to where the real treasure lies. Most of all, it keeps me from producing that crop that could be if only. That means that right now, there may be someone who will never accept the gospel, who will never become one in the kingdom of God, because I have become consumed by my own life and not the kingdom.
2010 Post - Matthew 13-15: Parables and Miracles
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